Thursday, October 3, 2019

A Poem - I Am From Everywhere and Everything


I am from over 13 billion years of all-there-is, from high energy photons pair-producing a plethora of sub-atomic particles through the elegance of E=mc2, particles that always have been and always will be quantum entangled in a mutual relationship of instantaneous communication. I am from atoms and molecules composed of those particles, collecting into galaxies, like the one we call the Milky Way, containing billions of stars that have lived and died, giving birth to new stars and planets, like the one we call Earth. 

I am from molecules on the young Earth, cooling and forming complex proteins, forming life, including my species, homo sapiens. I am from a place on the Earth’s crust called Europe where my Germanic and Celtic ancestors, for untold generations, fought and killed each other, married and had children together, and again fought and killed each other. I am from countries called Germany and England and from grandparents and great grandparents who, through unimaginable effort, left those countries to make their way across the Atlantic, hoping for a better life in America. I am from my mother, who was born with glaucoma and severe hearing loss, and from her family traveling back and forth across the Atlantic to protect her from being marginalized and institutionalized. I am from her indelible memory as a nine year old child watching Nazis haul her Jewish neighbors away to concentration camps. I am from my father, fighting on the front lines in Germany, watching his friends give their lives to stop the Nazi advance. I am from his quiet and humble life, seldom speaking of the war, and his simple hard work supporting our family. 

I am from a carefree childhood, playing in the woods for hours on end, delighting in the beauties of forests, lakes, and rivers. I am from a clear night when I was seven, looking up at the night sky, feeling so enraptured and deeply connected to the stars and the Milky Way, deciding, then and there, to become an astronomer. 

I am from being diagnosed with glaucoma shortly after birth, with the same condition as my mother and sister, spending my seventh birthday in the hospital, chasing nurses through the halls in wheelchairs when I was supposed to be in bed recuperating from an eye surgery. I am from surgery after surgery after surgery through childhood and young adulthood as doctors figured out more and more sophisticated ways to slow the progression of my eye condition.

I am from the suburbs of Detroit in the 1960s, watching with fear and an aching heart as Black people, only a few miles away, struggled for the freedom they had been promised a hundred years before. I am from a high school physics internship in the heart of Detroit, afraid for my own safety as I walked through the tense and anguished city.   

I am from years of undergraduate and graduate education, studying astronomy in the beautiful Arizona desert, and I am from social and environmental justice work, deepening my love of people and the natural world. I am from struggling with the realities of mainstream science education that became so intensely at odds with my being that I couldn’t stand it any longer. I am from a dream lost, stress so great that my eyes couldn’t hold it, from retinal detachments, unsuccessful surgeries, an eye gone blind, months lost in uncertainty, and finding a new direction teaching community college students. I am from a car accident, tearing my other retina, landing me in the hospital again, spending three months recuperating in a Catholic convent in blindness, and slowly regaining my sight.

I am from the joys of returning to the classroom and the forests, mountains, and lakes of North Idaho. I am from neo-Nazis and hatred against my Cuban wife and all people who are different. I am from a rock thrown through our apartment window aimed straight for her head, smashing the entire window. I am from hate mail against us delivered to my college mailbox. I am from our escape to Bellingham, seeking a better life, scraping by financially, teaching part-time, and working my way through more graduate schooling in computer science. I am from a painful divorce and the search for a new beginning.

I am from rebuilding my life, deepening my roots in Bellingham, singing, movement and breathwork, support groups, therapy and a counseling degree, a new partner and marriage, travel, sacred Orcas Island, and a beautiful child, ever changing and ever teaching me what it is to love.

I am from nearly a quarter century working to support the vision of the Coast Salish people, giving my heart to sacred work at Northwest Indian College, slowly, so slowly, starting to understand what the Indigenous people of this place know and have known from time immemorialthat everyone and everything is related. I am from the conviction that I am responsible to do my part to nurture relationality and maintain the balance of nature. I am from the heartbreak of leaving that sacred work behind. 

I am from just a day ago, sitting with my wife and child for hours, waiting for the moment when a baby tooth would give way to a new tooth that was ready to take its place. I am from being with fear of pain, and from rejoicing in release when the tooth was finally freed and space opened for what could come next.

I am from every one of my joyous experiences, from every one of my painful experiences, and from everyone else’s experiences. They have made me who I am. I am from everywhere and everything.

Wednesday, August 28, 2019

Standing on the Bridge: Honoring Indigenous Science at Tribal Colleges and Universities

The following is a brief elaboration on a presentation I made to tribal college faculty and educational leaders at a workshop for the American Indian Higher Education Consortium (AIHEC) ...


Standing on the Bridge
Honoring Indigenous Science at Tribal Colleges and Universities (TCUs)

Ted Williams
 
AIHEC Indigenous STEM Pedagogy Institute 2019
Albuquerque, New Mexico
July 29, 2019

I give thanks to the people whose land we are meeting upon and to my parents and ancestors. My ancestors’ experiences, including Nazi Germany and war, form who I am and how I live.
I called this presentation “Standing on the Bridge” because we are standing on many bridges, including the bridge between Indigenous science and Western science. As Dr. Gregory Cajete has described, that bridge offers many opportunities for collaboration to meet the urgent challenges that the world is currently facing. There are many other bridges we are addressing at this conference – the bridge between the past and the future, Native and non-Native faculty,  TCUs and mainstream colleges and universities, and many more. How we negotiate those bridges makes all the difference to how we move into the future and how we do our work at Tribal colleges.

Part I: Reflections on 23 years of working at Northwest Indian College
In this presentation, I will share some reflections of my own journey as a Tribal college educator, share some suggestions for how to navigate those bridges, and finish with some reflection questions to consider.

The journey of STEM education at Northwest Indian College (NWIC)
I worked at Northwest Indian College for over 23 years. Here are some key markers during that time:

·        *Inception and early programs of study - Lummi Indian School of Aquaculture in the 1970s which led to the founding of Lummi Community College in 1983, accredited 1993. Certificate programs in skill areas, including office professions, construction trades and associate’s programs in life sciences, health, and applied engineering.
·       *TENRM – the Tribal Environmental and Natural Resources Management coordinated learning community lasted for seven years and was very successful in retaining and graduating students.
 ·      * TCUP First year experience – First year experience project using the learning community model employed in TENRM.
 ·       *BS in Native Environmental Science – created in 2007, first graduates in 2009, NWIC received accreditation at bachelor’s level in 2010 retroactive to 2007. Has gone through several refinements to increase student choice and to incorporating Indigenous content
·      * Teaching and Learning Initiative – started in 2007 and building on prior faculty development work. The Teaching and Learning Initiative was a multifaceted approach to build the capacity of faculty to teach at a tribal college. More details will be given below.
·      * Current – the teaching and learning of STEM at NWIC is in flux, particularly as it relates to alignment with Indigenous educational paradigm.
The Indigenous educational paradigm for Northwest Indian College is based upon the Honorable House of Learning, which is represented by the following image.[1]

As stated in the NWIC catalog for 2015-2017, the Honorable House of Learning tells the journey of Indigenous education at the Northwest Indian College. In this house, traditional knowledge is our canoe - it leads us towards cultural sovereignty.
The Indigenous education paradigm for Northwest Indian College was incorporated into an integrated academic curriculum design, delivery, and assessment model that we called the longhouse model, as shown in the following image.[2]
As stated on the NWIC assessment website (nwic.edu/assessment), Northwest Indian College is committed to advancing the vision of our ancestors by providing a quality Indigenous education through which every student is able to strengthen their personal and Tribal identity. The institutional outcomes are foundational to a framework based on the pillars of Indigenousness and Sovereignty which informs all aspects of the design, delivery, and assessment of the college’s programs and courses.
 
Another component of teaching and learning of STEM education at NWIC that supports alignment with the Indigenous framework of the Coast Salish people, on whose homelands the college lies, is the NWIC teaching and learning initiative. The teaching and learning initiative was supported by the Woksape Oyate (Wisdom of the People) project through the American Indian College Fund. The teaching and learning initiative, started in 2007, was built upon prior faculty development work at NWIC and was intended to build the capacity of NWIC faculty to teach at a Tribal college, both full-time and part-time at the college’s extended campus sites on reservations throughout the Pacific Northwest. The teaching and learning initiative is described in detail in the article (click to download) “Relationality and Student Engagement: Connecting Teaching and Leaning at a Tribal College.

As part of the teaching and learning initiative, NWIC faculty and instructional leadership developed the NWIC Philosophy of Teaching and Learning. In order to create the philosophy statement, faculty and instructional leadership used multiple modalities to envision the philosophy, including written work, discussion, group drawings, and quilting. The process resulted in the logo for the teaching and learning initiative, as shown below, and the written statement for the NWIC philosophy of teaching and learning which can be viewed online by clicking here. The full teaching and learning website can be viewed by clicking here.
The resulting image[3], shown below, represents the interrelationship of  land, ancestors, family, natural world, home, culture and language, universe, art, economy, and the journey that education represents. 


As a basis for teaching and learning at NWIC, the philosophy statement faculty build and model community of learners, relationships, responsibility, and wellness, foster inquiry and critical thinking, and facilitate the progressive thinking necessary to fulfill our institutional mission.
The NWIC teaching and learning philosophy is based on the understanding that NWIC provides education that is:

1) place-based within a learning environment that intentionally focuses on cultural context and integrated cultural experiences;

2) informed by the highest expectations that students be self-motivated, disciplined, and willing learners;

3) committed to the development of the skills of our students to address issues of social justice and support the vision of their communities;
4) intergenerational with a specific focus on the development of young leadership; and

5) holistic in support of students’ understanding of who they are and their sense of place.
One of the key components of the teaching and learning initiative has been the annual teaching and learning institute at which has full-time and part-time faculty from the college’s extended campus sites convened together for two to three days of presentation, discussion, and planning. . Thus far, there have been ten institutes, typically held the beginning of fall term when faculty return. During the early institutes we had keynote presenters from For the past four years, the teaching and learning institute has been led by Indigenous educators from within NWIC. One of those Indigenous leaders, Greg Mahle, PhD, developed a framework for implementing the philosophy of teaching and learning as a capacity building activity which faculty could then put into practice throughout the academic year.  In the framework, a faculty member (usually non-Native or otherwise not immersed in the local Indigenous worldview)  first learns the indigenous context of that place, reflects, then makes changes in teaching practice, reflects, then does action research in the classroom based on learnings, reflects, and expresses one’s learning in modeling wellness, reflects, and the cycle continues by learning the context more deeply. The following diagram illustrates the framework for teaching and learning: 





Another image developed as part of the teaching and learning initiative  depicts how the components of teaching and learning contribute to student success at NWIC. Students are at the center of this model with the college mission and the themes that constitutes the college’s commitment to student success – identity, achievement, engagement, and leadership (the full commitment to student success, developed as the Achieving the Dream definition of student success at NWIC, can be viewed by clicking here). This model, based upon an indigenous model with the Earth at the center and the sky and universe surrounding it.



To complete this first part of my presentation, I would like to share following reflections of some key learnings from my time at NWIC: 

1     * I never stop learning about the people, the worldview, and myself in relationship – One of the main dangers of being trained and raised in the mainstream is ever thinking that I truly understand the Indigenous worldview. As my experience working in an Indigenous community deepened I have had to remind myself that I am only touching the surface of a deep culture. One of the most important learnings has been about who I am in relationship to others.

2     * I am constantly learning what it means to be an ally, a guest – I learned that I cannot call myself an ally to the Indigenous people I seek to support. It is only through their feedback that I know if I am on track. To be a good guest on their lands means to offer my skills in support of their vision.

3     * If it’s easy, then I’m probably not really doing it – it is hard work to be in any authentic relationship. It is easy to deceive myself about my role and it requires constant and sometimes painful self-examination.

4     * Negotiating institutional change is difficult – Organizations are complex places. Working in an Indigenous organization adds additional complexities. Because tribal colleges were created to educate Indigenous people from the worldview of that place while following a mainstream educational structure, there is a constant tension and risk of drifting toward assimilation since that is how colonization works. Everyone at a tribal college exists within that tension.

Part 2: Systems Thinking and Honoring Indigenous Science in STEM Education
As a way to explore the interrelationship between Indigenous science and STEM education, I will use the tool of systems thinking and polarity management. Very briefly, I am sharing this perspective because I have found it useful in exploring and understanding seemingly opposing perspectives. Here are some reflections on systems perspectives that, I hope, will help to illuminate the topic of teaching and learning STEM in an Indigenous context.
Movement in the system often is between one polarity and the other, as depicted below.



One of the most straightforward examples of this interrelationship is respiration. Respiration requires both inhalation and exhalation. It is a dynamic interaction of these two parts of the respiratory cycle – once we breathe in oxygen, the body builds up excess CO2, which needs to be exhaled, and then it has a shortage of O2, so inhalation must start again, as shown below: 



While it is obvious that both of these polarities, inhalation and exhalation, must co-exist for the cycle to be complete and for a living animal system to be in balance, it is not necessarily so obvious when considering other polarities.
As Shawn Wilson noted in his 2008 book, Research is Ceremony, the respiration cycle also exists for the planet as a whole, “That which the tree exhales, I inhale. That which I exhale, the tree inhales.”

In order to explore polarities and how they interact, it is important to not conflate polarities in order to minimize the intrinsic tension between those polarities. The creative edge is at the fractal interface between two polarities and often at the interface between a chaotic and a ridged relationship with  those polarities.

As Lexie Tom noted in her 2018 PhD dissertation, An Indigenous Teacher Preparation Framework, “Many of our community members’ worldview is shaped by a Euro-American centric worldview and their relationality is impacted by it. “We are all one” emerges from the Euro-American centric point of view. It reflects the great American melting pot ideology. We are not all one. We have our own language and culture. Decolonization allows us to look at these concepts and shift them back toward Indigenization. We are unique.” 

To me, relationality, or relational accountability, is the awareness of our interrelationships and my responsibility to maintain those relationships with all beings, with the land, with all that is living and non-living, in the past, present, and future.  

Western science and STEM education often treats scientific inquiry as separate from the observer and does not include relational accountability. Other differences between Indigenous and mainstream (Western) science paradigms include holism vs. divide and conquer, inclusion of spiritual aspects of the world vs. pure empiricism and reproducibility.

In terms of pedagogy, as Cowichan elder Ruby Peter has stated, “You have to get them to see that we always governed ourselves, and our way of government focused on teaching our children who they are.” Mainstream pedagogy is often quite different and does not include sense of identity in relationship with the people. Again, not including relational accountability. Another difference that I have seen between mainstream and Indigenous pedagogy is the notion of failure. In mainstream education, whether in school or outside school, students and young people can fail in learning, whereas, all that I have heard of Coast Salish education is that there is no notion of failure in education but rather that students are “not ready yet.”

Indigenous approaches, in my experience, are more generative, coming to conclusions through approaches that seem circuitous to the non-Indigenous mind. Mainstream approaches focus more on short-term, “get to the point,” outcome-based approaches.
Another polarity that I have experienced is the notion of insider vs. outsider. I am an outsider in the Coast Salish community, as are Indigenous people from other places. Being aware of being and insider or outsider has a profound influence on how people work together in a tribal college. Another aspect of this polarity is that the worldview of some tribal members, as noted in Lexie Tom’s dissertation, is formed through a mainstream lens, which I have heard called “in-betweeners.”
One last example of a polarity between Indigenous and mainstream worldviews that affects the teaching and learning of STEM concerns inherent vs. acquired rights. Inherent rights emerge from the Indigenous worldview and are not formed by or modified by the mainstream worldview, particularly when it pertains to the law. One example that I participated in that demonstrates the tension between these polarities was in the creation of the NWIC Intellectual Property Policy. I worked with both mainstream administrators and Indigenous knowledge holders to craft a policy that addressed both worldviews (click here to view the approved Intellectual Property Policy). In the process of review and approval, STEM faculty expressed strong concerns that the policy would inhibit the freedom of students to perform research. I believe that expressions of these concerns and dialogue about them are crucial in the ongoing effort to support STEM education in an Indigenous framework. 

A last comment I have about addressing the tensions inherent in dealing with any polarity is about how we experience those polarities within ourselves. As both a mainstream trained scientist and being trained in human systems, I learned a useful tool for addressing polarities inside myself. Before explaining the process I want to be clear that this does not mean giving up your perspective, such as your Indigenous worldview, but rather as a way to hold the polarities in order to see them more clearly (i.e., manage the polarities) in order to make wise decisions.
Begin by visualizing a horizontal line with the two polarities at either end of the line, as follows:

      ______________________________________
Indigenous                                                Mainstream 
science                                               STEM Education


 
As a non-Indigenous scientist trained in mainstream science, I might start on the right side of the line and imagine moving toward the left, considering what it means to include Indigenous science and the Indigenous worldview into teaching and learning. When I feel a sense of internal resistance I stop and spend a few moments experiencing that resistance. When it subsides some, I slowly move a little further to the left and repeat the process. After several iterations, I imagine a triangle, as follows, and imagine moving up to the apex where I have a different perspective of the polarities. I consider this a self-reflective activity that has helped me to deepen my understanding and to bridge between mainstream educational approaches and Indigenous approaches.
        


Part 3: Suggestions and Questions for Consideration
I would like to end with suggestions for how to build bridges between worldviews without collapsing those worldviews. As the image that can be seen as either a young woman or an old woman demonstrates, how you look at things makes all the difference in what you see.

source:anonymous

Suggestions for individuals and colleges on how to align STEM education with Indigenous science and the Indigenous paradigm of the place:

·       *Practice self-reflection, humility, and respect – the etymology of the word respect, re-spect, means to look again

·       *Practice vulnerable courage – this is difficult work to do authentically. I have found that I constantly have to be courageous in holding my preconceived notions lightly – to practice beginner’s mind. It can be especially difficult to be aware of and to relinquish my personal agendas. It is not possible to be an ally if I am motivated by personal agendas

·       *Build resilience – I am using the term “resilience” as the ability to hold and to stand in the tension of polarities without collapsing into either polarity – often a very difficult task

·       *Engage shadow work – Shadow, in the psychological sense, is the parts of ourselves that we are not consciously aware of. Self-reflection helps to illuminate the shadow and bring it into conscious awareness. As part of the shadow, we all have implicit bias which unconsciously affects our perspectives and our decisions. There are many ways to do shadow work.

·       *Cultivate communities of learners – these are good words that we can all get behind but cultivating and sustaining a community of learners requires ongoing work. Every organization will have its own way of cultivating an open and trusting environment and will have its own challenges to maintaining that environment.

·       *Return to the vision of the ancestors – decolonizing methodologies – As a non-Indigenous person, I consider it my ongoing responsibility to continuously engage the Indigenous people of this place to make sure that my efforts are on track and that I am not unintentionally contributing to colonization. I have found that the more I practice this work the more willing my Indigenous colleagues are to tell me when and how I am off track. To me, being told that I am off track is an honor and a sign of respect.

·       *Prepare guests and learn how to be a guest – Tribal college employees are a mix of people from that place, Indigenous people from other places, and non-Indigenous people. The colleges need to be cognizant of the disorientation and the assumptions people from other places experience and help orient them. As a guest, I have found that I am responsible to continuously orient myself to be in service of the people of that place.

Here are three questions to consider in aligning STEM education within the Indigenous worldview of place:

·       *How do I practice relational accountability in teaching and learning STEM?

·       *What are the factors that have either been supportive or have been challenging in teaching and learning STEM in alignment with the unique worldview of my TCU’s place?

·       * What steps can I take to deepen my capacity to teach and learn STEM in alignment with the unique worldview of my TCU’s place?

EEndnptes:


[1] The Honorable House of Learning design was conceived by Lummi Artist, Lexie Tom, with contributions from Alfred B Charles, Jr. and Samuel Cagey, Jr. The project was brought to life by Makah artist and graphic designer, John Goodwin.

[2] The longhouse model was informed  by Tom Sampson, Elizabeth Cook-Lynn, Lexie Tom, Cheryl Crazy Bull, Sharon Kinley, the faculty and staff of NWIC, and higher education assessment models.

[3] The NWIC teaching and learning logo was rendered by Bob Paltrow based on a kaleidoscope of drawings and words created by NWIC faculty and instructional administrators.